Tea

hmm...

i've actually decided on what i'll be doing in the future.
although i admit it still a bit blurry and unclear, but maybe i should start building up to it.
I want to go on adventures around the world and make documentaries...
inspired after seeing 'gone to save the planet' on nat geo channel.

i thought of that actually more to spending money than earning, but then finding sponsors and working for those companies say disc channel or nat geo or any independent network i might pull it off. In addition, the risk that i would gladly take, being killed by the force of nature which i would take anytime over manslaughter or illnesses especially food poisoning...ungh those were the dark days of my life...........

will i be like steve irwin? probably not, i'm interested more in landforms and geologies rather than faunas, plus the fact that i do have a secret phobia of snakes...

will i be involved in green peace? probably not, GP is way too political which i would rather avoid, although i feel i am obliged to do similar thing but i guess seeing is not always believing, you have to experience it with all your senses, in this case at this rate, we will all see the consequences.

why this sort of career? lets just say i hate theories, i hate essays, i hate writing and i ....er...i actually dont mind reading. but i always need to put my hands on things, i wouldnt think its tourette syndrome... o.O

i enjoyed practice more, ever since school, i quite enjoy working on the bench during science, wood tech, geo field trips, i feel i gain more knowledge and i learn more from those things rather than sitting and watching someone blabbering about. Even when i was a little, i enjoyed lego, man those were awesome, i could spend whole day and night, in out, weeks months playing with them. i also thought of becoming a wildlife control and a mechanic...maybe that's should be my day job.

Again i also feel becoming those dont really need tertiary education, but qualification is as important. i didnt actualy want to go to uni in the first place and rather to find a job as soon as i finish high school, and learn as a progress in those sort of career. My father insists on uni, i guess he might be right too, its the qualification that gets you 'up higher on the list'. That pretty much answered Ash's question not long ago, how do i have money when i dont work as much? My dad is responsible in funding my education, so everything is on his hands when it comes to uni - 3 years fee, train tickets, books etc. Other things, i dont spend my own money as much, i share clothes with my brother, like jackets, clothes and shoes, when i'm hungry i eat at home, as you know i dont spend much on phone credits. Plus....me and my bro are bargain hunters yo.

on another note,
i kinda miss my friends, the likes of sher sher, matty j, hank and frana, dave, chin, duy sam, etc.
yep, they're my new family now. I'd like to keep in contact with my old friends, i still see ash now and then, oh hey i found warcraft 3 dont buy it i let you borrow mine yao?

but i think i have moved on from my old friends, i have grown apart from theml, so far apart that i feel i have lost my place. we're at the point where i've no longer have the same interest as they are and the same for them. the world is big, we all cant stay in the same space together, we have to look in different ways for different things, and that just the way it's going to be. You too have to look for your own path and create new network. See it as a way to take your mind off this and make your own friends lah. let go of the past and move on, i've done it before and i dont mind doing it again.

speaking of which, i'm going 'home' for the first time in 7 years...or 6? well i forgot is the point.
I have recently just found my old old friends on facebook and man! they had reunion this year in october! GRARRLL!! 5 years too!! NAWWZZ!! but i found Tommy (his mum is my mum's high school friend) which i went to high school with and man i miss him my best buddy and Dwipa which i've known since grade schooler! GOD I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE THE OTHER GUYS TOO!! i cant wait!! 15th Jan WOOOO...!

which i also have planned to go to Bali and atleast get some vacation which i clearly need and havent had for....quite a long...long...long...time

and of course i'll visit bandung and check out my fams and might see Will (bb tkd).

I guess i shall wait and spoil myself with (more and more of ) Ace Combat until then.

CIAO!

ps: long blow hey? well its been a while
pps: when the christians are celebrating christmas tomorrow, i shall be playing football with my non christian friends.
ppps: no ppps.

home

fari is going back to indonesia on the 15th of january
then planning to go to bali on the 25th
to do list:
-get a supply of contact lenses
-get cavity check out.
-catch up with friends and family

meet up with will in Bandung - the town where i was born hey
apparently he just live a few blocks from my gran's

jakarta - right back where i started from

kinda sucks cos most people already back from their hometown to melbourne lah shit lah shit cin cau

#

you didnt touch my heart.



you own my heart.

-

dont go away,
say what you say
but say that you'd stay
forever and a day
in the time of my life.

because i need more time
yes
i need more time
just to make things right
so,
dont go away.

[me and you whats going on?]
[all we seem to know...]
[is how to show...]
[the feelings ]
[that are wrong]

pres 09

Mr.President's (thats me =]) check list for the club:

1. Print out photos from AUG and team photos
2. Go to Sport and Rec and take the ITF photos off the display outside the gym! HAHAHA
3. Design a shirt and give to mr Vice (thats davey =])
3. Hoody aswell...!
4. But quang said we gotta ask for sport and rec if we want to have their logo on it aswell...
5. Demos
6. orientation day demo, (1st and 2nd semester)
7. open day demo
8. competition........?

nawww...thats alot of work...and i make sure you get some of them mrs secretary FELICIA HAHAHHA!!!

recalling

So yesterday i flicked to a channel where it had that 70s show on, then suddenly i felt...nostalgic.
it's the episode where Eric was expecting a birthday treatment from everyone, but kitty was totally busy with her renew love life with red. Then i thought, hey...we watched this ep when we were over at somers. I cant believe its been nearly a year..A whole year since, i wonder where they are? the days we had, the song we sang together...Even when uni started for me this year, i still had the chance to watch the 4.30 or the repeat on 6.30 on fox 8. But that yesterday was my first ep in quite a while. I realised i've grown so distance to the elwood guys, other than ashley, i cant even remember the last time i saw the likes of joe, james or even my closest ben. plus i havent seen the others like james milner, devon, jess etc. although, they might be feeling the same way, they've found their own path and are busy with what they now have, finding the beauty in life, the roads the highs that plays with your mind. I guess thats what life is all about, life is when you are busy making plans and doing it. So right ok im bored.

ok ok

ok ok ok ok now that i been saving money from eating mi goreng for the last 2 months, claim from medibank, and the good faith fee from RMIT, i finally have some cash to spend:

1. new tkd shoes from tans or jols
2. ankle weights from rebel
3. new shoulder bag from billabong melb central ($70 i think it was)
4. water bottle from billabong aswell $15 i think
5. new shorts
6. new jeans
7. new jacket or jumper
8. a few of new shirts to be worn for summer
9. rings for my pretty fingers
10. oasis' new album

= happy fari...which also = $$$ :S :S

other than that the not so important =
1. replacement cable for speakers from dick smith
2. go to the hub and get subjects for next year
3. um...?