it's my birthday on sunday,
i guess i wont be doing anything
cos everyone's busy with exams and such
it's a shitty date really.
i'll be at home, with my own little people in my head.
...
Friday, October 31, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
compassion in my nature
I am pissed...
eventhough I've had my break and trying to motivate myself in writing this one last essay which i have no idea about because i havent been going to class to do my other essay and which i made some delay to help other people doing their essay which then i found out we get extensions and all the sleep that i lost. Maybe i'm just too kind, and now i am having the maximum, highest point of my patience, and its not for the first time in my life. i've helped my uni friends countless times, from sally needing 500000000000000 explanations about the idea essay to sizy aswell in clearing up the same idea essay, to lilian in pretty much all the subjects to zhaodan with the same case...AH WHAT THE FUCK
now just when i need help to do my own essay no one can be fucked helping me, to be hones you;re all fucking stupid and i fucking hate helping you i fucking regret it, you came crawling wanting to cry and frustrated and need help and i gladly helped you. from now on i would only say one thing: FUCK YOU AND GOOD FUCKING LUCK, i now consider you guys as competition that should find your own way to the top and thats the bottom fucking line cause i said fucking so.
eventhough I've had my break and trying to motivate myself in writing this one last essay which i have no idea about because i havent been going to class to do my other essay and which i made some delay to help other people doing their essay which then i found out we get extensions and all the sleep that i lost. Maybe i'm just too kind, and now i am having the maximum, highest point of my patience, and its not for the first time in my life. i've helped my uni friends countless times, from sally needing 500000000000000 explanations about the idea essay to sizy aswell in clearing up the same idea essay, to lilian in pretty much all the subjects to zhaodan with the same case...AH WHAT THE FUCK
now just when i need help to do my own essay no one can be fucked helping me, to be hones you;re all fucking stupid and i fucking hate helping you i fucking regret it, you came crawling wanting to cry and frustrated and need help and i gladly helped you. from now on i would only say one thing: FUCK YOU AND GOOD FUCKING LUCK, i now consider you guys as competition that should find your own way to the top and thats the bottom fucking line cause i said fucking so.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Babana and Payaya in teh laburaree pics r from sher'z
this is what we do in the library....
that babana and that payaya...
that babana and that payaya...
"picit kepala for not studying" - sher
this is like looking through god's eyes
ok i pretended to be studying here...
ah well we were suppose to be studying anyway...but we bludged (again) and take photos.
ah well we were suppose to be studying anyway...but we bludged (again) and take photos.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
fari plan next 7 days
Friday: meet with sher in city and buy present for frank, then to dinner, leave at 9pm ish
Sat: do eco
sun: do eco
mon: do eco
tues: do eco
wed: hand in eco (WTF MAN DONT STAY UP LATE AGAIN!!!)
thurs:dead.
i need a job this holidays because there are many things i wanna buy...
like umm, i need a pair of knee braces with patella guard so i can commit myself fully on tkd sparring, as i previously mention, my envy to all the glory we had at aug...
then other things like: the really cool water bottle from melb central (i think billabong..) that cost like $15, and a shoulder bag from there aswell, cost like $70ish...then umm...i wanna get oasis' new album - dig out your soul...maddddd
and i wanna try fund the prototype shirts for our tkd club that could cost $100 or more....
then pay for tkd membership for next year....zzz
Sat: do eco
sun: do eco
mon: do eco
tues: do eco
wed: hand in eco (WTF MAN DONT STAY UP LATE AGAIN!!!)
thurs:dead.
i need a job this holidays because there are many things i wanna buy...
like umm, i need a pair of knee braces with patella guard so i can commit myself fully on tkd sparring, as i previously mention, my envy to all the glory we had at aug...
then other things like: the really cool water bottle from melb central (i think billabong..) that cost like $15, and a shoulder bag from there aswell, cost like $70ish...then umm...i wanna get oasis' new album - dig out your soul...maddddd
and i wanna try fund the prototype shirts for our tkd club that could cost $100 or more....
then pay for tkd membership for next year....zzz
Saturday, October 18, 2008
vintage
i 'accidentally' stumbled upon the school's website (my acount still works..) and found these old photos!!
From swimming carnival 07
from formal 07
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Check list
TO DO:
- Friday: SUBMIT ENVI ELECTRONICALLY AND HARD COPY, CONS DROPBOX! sleep...
- SATURDAY: FIX HOI
- SUNDAY: FIX HOI
- MONDAY: SUBMIT HOI: DROPBOX by 5PM!!!!
- Tuesday:MIGO's grad, maybe tkd grading
- Wed:dead
- thurs:dead
- fri:dead...[secret shit this night]
- sat:dead
- sun:dead
- mon:dead
- tue:dead
- WEDNESDAY:ECON ESSAY DUE, I HAVENT STARTED FUCK!
Photos from AUG and Dinner
They are from the lens of Christine, Dave and Shin...
The Girls
The Guys
The Team
Then after the Dinner on Thursday...we decided to photowhoring around campus....
The [supposed to be] Club [sexybacks] Pose.
The Girls
The Guys
The Team
Then after the Dinner on Thursday...we decided to photowhoring around campus....
The [supposed to be] Club [sexybacks] Pose.Friday, October 3, 2008
love and affection
so love is pretty much around me this past week,
one: Dave lost his match because he kept on thinking about his ex gf which he hooked up with at his party, went out a week then broke up next weekend aka 2 days before aug, so all the training he had..gone. Well he had only one match so guarantee silver anyway, but he's been talking up gold medals. one other factor is he has done training with melb uni before (to fight better fighter) so they may have learned his moves. So is now a lonely fighter and buckling up in TKD (before he was all emotional)
Two: Yesterday yesterday, I found out Toro and kaori broke up, he told me the story but i found quite peculiar...it was more like sudden mood change. I thought they were so smooth together and i hardly hear any fight between the two...i feel kinda sad.
Three: Devon and Tom broke up, another shock, i thought the same with these two, especially devon whom i thought had found someone right, or at least worth more than a year of committed relationship. This kinda digs out what I've buried.
I feel she must've been so devastated, because waiting on love isnt quite easy to do, i thought she's been happy and all but then this happens to her...again. It makes me feel guilty, as i thought, looking back few years ago, to what i've done to her didnt quite go to a plan i was expecting. Now she is lost again, as in her 2nd, 3rd and 4th relationship attempt didnt work out.
So i've been feeling depressed about this and that, ironically, i've been on my single way for more than two years now, how do you think i'd feel?
I guess i'd be down lonely fighter path now, i sort of enviour of all the glory our fighters had at the AUG, and hopefully my thirst for win will get severe enough for me so i can get motivated. I'll definitely train harder for next tourni....watch me.
ps. Dave's quote after the party: "you guys are the best thing that came to our club..."
one: Dave lost his match because he kept on thinking about his ex gf which he hooked up with at his party, went out a week then broke up next weekend aka 2 days before aug, so all the training he had..gone. Well he had only one match so guarantee silver anyway, but he's been talking up gold medals. one other factor is he has done training with melb uni before (to fight better fighter) so they may have learned his moves. So is now a lonely fighter and buckling up in TKD (before he was all emotional)
Two: Yesterday yesterday, I found out Toro and kaori broke up, he told me the story but i found quite peculiar...it was more like sudden mood change. I thought they were so smooth together and i hardly hear any fight between the two...i feel kinda sad.
Three: Devon and Tom broke up, another shock, i thought the same with these two, especially devon whom i thought had found someone right, or at least worth more than a year of committed relationship. This kinda digs out what I've buried.
I feel she must've been so devastated, because waiting on love isnt quite easy to do, i thought she's been happy and all but then this happens to her...again. It makes me feel guilty, as i thought, looking back few years ago, to what i've done to her didnt quite go to a plan i was expecting. Now she is lost again, as in her 2nd, 3rd and 4th relationship attempt didnt work out.
So i've been feeling depressed about this and that, ironically, i've been on my single way for more than two years now, how do you think i'd feel?
I guess i'd be down lonely fighter path now, i sort of enviour of all the glory our fighters had at the AUG, and hopefully my thirst for win will get severe enough for me so i can get motivated. I'll definitely train harder for next tourni....watch me.
ps. Dave's quote after the party: "you guys are the best thing that came to our club..."
AUG 2008
So on the 29th of september we went to Vic uni footscray...
we, dressed on fully rmit code: RMIT hoodie and shirt (some socks too)...were ready to tackle other unis across australia in TKD. But melb uni is our rival...and the one to beat.
So I didnt compete because of the injuries i sustained in the past weeks, so me and matt (president) pretty much helped around looking after our fighters and organise people and ushering around, because quang will be busy coaching on the sideline, we were responsible for those tasks (and some figthing tips for the noobies) Overall we did quite well, in fact, the junior members were the victorious ones, in yellow bantam weight (62kg max - my division) we got gold! and in heavy weight (heaviest of them all) yellow we swoop 2 bronze and a gold - tall skid mark, in welter (74kg) a silver (which was won by Chris - good guy funny man) and a few more bronze. Two uncontested gold in red belt division and one silver earned by Dave, and one gold in blue belt:
Ok this blue belt, shin, a girl, was fighting a red belt because there was no one else in their division, only one fight though, shin convincingly won the fight...1-0 aka now she is 2 times uni champ, earning her the title 'Pro' and right leg of death (she only used right throughout her fight) Now the other guys have been teasing her as the champion...2x, PRO! the best fighter..etc. The black belt divison we didnt get any gold, but lots of silver-3 and bronze-4, but one honourable mention goes to steve, he fought with one arm (he had broken arm from bike accident) and the best moment of the day goes to him...He dislocated Melb uni president's Jaw...! aka Technical KO! Which earned him a prestigious Green and Gold medal...!he is our idol now...!we got it on video! the best wooo!
so overall we are ranked 2nd overall all AUSTRALIA with melb uni coming in first why? because they had the most fighters with 33, and we came 2nd because we had 22, we felt that Melb uni were cocky and snobby after their win. and some fights i felt were rigged, like one melb uni guy kept grabbing rmit fighter crotch...wtf, we got it on camera, so watch out!
Next year we have a mission, follow steve's path and make melb uni cry...
btw we produced the biggest team and earned the most medals in RMIT sporting with 19 medals out of 22 fighthers.
I didnt quite enjoy the day though, as i was sick from food poisoning, i went to the toilet once, locked myself in and tried to vomit, didnt work, second time, neither. third time i put a finger down the throat and oweeeekkk...and i was pale until we went to dinner afterward, which when i got home i puked out. feel better now thanx.
we, dressed on fully rmit code: RMIT hoodie and shirt (some socks too)...were ready to tackle other unis across australia in TKD. But melb uni is our rival...and the one to beat.
So I didnt compete because of the injuries i sustained in the past weeks, so me and matt (president) pretty much helped around looking after our fighters and organise people and ushering around, because quang will be busy coaching on the sideline, we were responsible for those tasks (and some figthing tips for the noobies) Overall we did quite well, in fact, the junior members were the victorious ones, in yellow bantam weight (62kg max - my division) we got gold! and in heavy weight (heaviest of them all) yellow we swoop 2 bronze and a gold - tall skid mark, in welter (74kg) a silver (which was won by Chris - good guy funny man) and a few more bronze. Two uncontested gold in red belt division and one silver earned by Dave, and one gold in blue belt:
Ok this blue belt, shin, a girl, was fighting a red belt because there was no one else in their division, only one fight though, shin convincingly won the fight...1-0 aka now she is 2 times uni champ, earning her the title 'Pro' and right leg of death (she only used right throughout her fight) Now the other guys have been teasing her as the champion...2x, PRO! the best fighter..etc. The black belt divison we didnt get any gold, but lots of silver-3 and bronze-4, but one honourable mention goes to steve, he fought with one arm (he had broken arm from bike accident) and the best moment of the day goes to him...He dislocated Melb uni president's Jaw...! aka Technical KO! Which earned him a prestigious Green and Gold medal...!he is our idol now...!we got it on video! the best wooo!
so overall we are ranked 2nd overall all AUSTRALIA with melb uni coming in first why? because they had the most fighters with 33, and we came 2nd because we had 22, we felt that Melb uni were cocky and snobby after their win. and some fights i felt were rigged, like one melb uni guy kept grabbing rmit fighter crotch...wtf, we got it on camera, so watch out!
Next year we have a mission, follow steve's path and make melb uni cry...
btw we produced the biggest team and earned the most medals in RMIT sporting with 19 medals out of 22 fighthers.
I didnt quite enjoy the day though, as i was sick from food poisoning, i went to the toilet once, locked myself in and tried to vomit, didnt work, second time, neither. third time i put a finger down the throat and oweeeekkk...and i was pale until we went to dinner afterward, which when i got home i puked out. feel better now thanx.
What has happened?
Dave's party
we got Dave a present where everyone chipped in to get him a GM adidas dobok complete with the trademark three stripes, and a personalised black belt (as you gotta put your name on the belt anyway when you turn black...) So a few of us who organised this: Matt prez, frana and hank (hana and frank) shin, felicia, duy, andrew, eric, chen, william (non tkd) and fari walked from matt's place to icon bar at flinders lane, funny when we were walking we looked like we're going to funeral because most of us wore black and was carrying a box with roses on it. We got there and revealed our present to Dave, his reaction:
WTF...!?!?! WHATS THIS??!?!?!? NO WAY.......TAKE IT BACK OH MY GOD YOU GUYS SERIOUS!!!!! THANX YOU GUYS (then he went all emotional)
i feel it's motivating for him though, although it may sounded ambitious when he said he wants to go on to olympic 2012 in London representing Aus in TKD...Prior to the party he's been saying that he may quit the club to get scouted, so we have faith in him.
Then as it always happen, our tkd group just sit back and chill at one area and everytime he walked pass he'd died on us and lay down. Then he got up and say: "I just want you guys to know...i fucking love you guys so much...and you touched my heart..."
i lost after that night, maybe thats why i hate clubs and bars, i want to talk to people but the music is tooloud...me and matt were going to drink our sorrow after what happened in the past couple of weeks, about junior members, senior and respect and appreciation...bleh. but anyway we ended up dancing and boogie ing.
we left icon bar at 3am, drunk...(what? they were free...Dave put tabs...good host does that) so we went back to melb central direction and frank bought us burgers from hungry jacks...and we went to the jail and eat. And i stayed over at Matt;s 20th floor apartment. Hard party a week before AUG...nice...
AUG melbourne 2008
we got Dave a present where everyone chipped in to get him a GM adidas dobok complete with the trademark three stripes, and a personalised black belt (as you gotta put your name on the belt anyway when you turn black...) So a few of us who organised this: Matt prez, frana and hank (hana and frank) shin, felicia, duy, andrew, eric, chen, william (non tkd) and fari walked from matt's place to icon bar at flinders lane, funny when we were walking we looked like we're going to funeral because most of us wore black and was carrying a box with roses on it. We got there and revealed our present to Dave, his reaction:
WTF...!?!?! WHATS THIS??!?!?!? NO WAY.......TAKE IT BACK OH MY GOD YOU GUYS SERIOUS!!!!! THANX YOU GUYS (then he went all emotional)
i feel it's motivating for him though, although it may sounded ambitious when he said he wants to go on to olympic 2012 in London representing Aus in TKD...Prior to the party he's been saying that he may quit the club to get scouted, so we have faith in him.
Then as it always happen, our tkd group just sit back and chill at one area and everytime he walked pass he'd died on us and lay down. Then he got up and say: "I just want you guys to know...i fucking love you guys so much...and you touched my heart..."
i lost after that night, maybe thats why i hate clubs and bars, i want to talk to people but the music is tooloud...me and matt were going to drink our sorrow after what happened in the past couple of weeks, about junior members, senior and respect and appreciation...bleh. but anyway we ended up dancing and boogie ing.
we left icon bar at 3am, drunk...(what? they were free...Dave put tabs...good host does that) so we went back to melb central direction and frank bought us burgers from hungry jacks...and we went to the jail and eat. And i stayed over at Matt;s 20th floor apartment. Hard party a week before AUG...nice...
AUG melbourne 2008
things to do: next 4 weeks
History final essay w12
Environment final essay w12
Construction final essay w12
Economy final essay w14
Environment final essay w12
Construction final essay w12
Economy final essay w14
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