compassion in my nature

I am pissed...
eventhough I've had my break and trying to motivate myself in writing this one last essay which i have no idea about because i havent been going to class to do my other essay and which i made some delay to help other people doing their essay which then i found out we get extensions and all the sleep that i lost. Maybe i'm just too kind, and now i am having the maximum, highest point of my patience, and its not for the first time in my life. i've helped my uni friends countless times, from sally needing 500000000000000 explanations about the idea essay to sizy aswell in clearing up the same idea essay, to lilian in pretty much all the subjects to zhaodan with the same case...AH WHAT THE FUCK

now just when i need help to do my own essay no one can be fucked helping me, to be hones you;re all fucking stupid and i fucking hate helping you i fucking regret it, you came crawling wanting to cry and frustrated and need help and i gladly helped you. from now on i would only say one thing: FUCK YOU AND GOOD FUCKING LUCK, i now consider you guys as competition that should find your own way to the top and thats the bottom fucking line cause i said fucking so.