Closer

...I feel so...unmotivated...

So many things have been happening,
Uni...as always: busy busy...never look forward to it, especially now ALL my subjects require me to be involved in group work...that means: more time outside class to meet up and work together...arrr fuck man...

Plus there alot of reading...so i actually have to read all bunch of stuff this time...and actually read them, not just look at the headings and the caption under pictures...zzz

Since its 2nd year, so the classes are more concentrated to Enviro and Planning students, last year they were more social science course mix. I feel so weird, unlike Soc Sci, these guys are...snobby? well at least when theyre talking to you they tend to not to try. Anyway, this year uni gonna be sucked.

TKD:
Well, now I know why being president of a club isnt all that easy...ok I've figured out how to send money to my friend in Indo in regards of the shirts, so thats all good. I just gotta try get both hoodie and shirt done before Joyce leaves, so she can keep them as, souvenir i guess?

We have to appeal to this fine from Sport and rec because we didnt attend a festival at Bundoora...I swear, and i think none of us know about this fine, if we do,we would have arranged some people to go. I could have gone because i had the day off, but because it such a short notice when we were told the night before about the fine, things went out of our hands really. So I heard Joyce was volunteering to go, so I asked her if she wants to go with me to Bundoora, but she said she has appointment at1pm, making it impossible for us to be at Bundoora before hand at the scheduled time of 12 - 2, said she'll let me know in the morning. She also said she might be able to drive us there, so i thought well thats settled then, but in the morning she said she couldnt push the appointment at later time and said its much more important so no date for us.

Well i did hope for us to go so we could get to know each other more, but it was never meant to be. So then Quang was like pretty much blaming us for not going, and since he's planning to buy EBPs, he'd blame us for getting the fine and losing our budget to buy those equipments. Now we have to come up with excuses to appeal the 10% fine...i cbf already.

Hana and Frank broke up, Frank kicked hana out of his house, hana is depressed and we decided not to have further involvement with those two. We cant pick sides really, they both our friends, Hana wants to quit TKD because she doesnt want to see Frank. Speaking of quitting Shin also decides to go to Monash tkd instead because our club sucks. We havent seen the likes of Duy, Andrew, Chris mono and co and few others. Fun is no more.

On the other hand, our club now have high influx of noobs, which is fun fun. But since our room is pretty small, we;re kinda gotten abit overcrowded, so i tend to come only tuesdays these days, due to assignmenst aswell actually. Then apparently Quang opened up a club at LaTrobe uni, and asked us to do another demo there. First thing i thought: Why the fuck would he open up another club when he cant even manage the current one? and Why the fuck would we do demo for other uni? we'll be fighting them at competitions!!!! FUCK! out of the questions!! Then there's the interversity comp, most likely at bundoora gym...cbf too far now.

So i'm feeling unomotivated, at the moment i still drag myself into doing uni work, when 'you-know-who' leaves, i can see myself having no soul, just empty, no point doing this and that, no point in that and this, no point about this and that. pretty going with the flow really. Maybe at the moment, i already am? I cbf making the trips to the city and back already, i might aswell ditch sunday spar training, but i cant because i got the keys, yay fun, i might ditch still by sleeping while everyone else train.

Ah well, speaking of sleeping, i feel like going to bed now.

until then
zzz